I really struggle reading autistic self reflection. I know it is partly because my autism is as high as my ADHD and I am a big picture thinker. I also know it is because my intelligence is unified.
But for the life of me I will never understand why such smart people take on the systems labels as accurate or applicable. They are just screwing with us. They are trying to make us fix ourselves or search inward for answers when really the issue is outside. It is our systems. It is our mental health and education systems. They have turned us all into slaves. None of the creatives know how to be creative anymore and make their own path. We all are slotted into a giant ponzi scheme. Trying to figure out why we don't fit.

We don’t fit because it's a ponzi scheme and our higher sensitivity makes us too aware when things are not as they should be. If you are constantly worried about not being enough or being better you do not see it doesn't give a shit about you and its goal is to bleed you dry for as long as you stay a good lil soldier. I wish we took our brilliance and blew up the system and not ourselves.