Maria this sounds like you are a math savant. You are a stronger somatic learner but you are gifted in the cogntive and somatic. The schools do not teach the savants. School actively thwarts their education. I have a podcast around this topic. It's called The Gifted Neurodivergent. It's about the brilliant people who our systems oppress. One of my children is a math savant. My father and sister are music savants. All 3 of my children are prodigies because I home schooled. Otherwise we are all destroyed in the systems.