This is so much bigger. Our entire identities are stolen by capitalism for exploitation.
I am extremely sensitive. I am a savant. I have all the neurodivergences.
But I also had the 90 super model look in the 90s. I am 6' tall and I am naturally good at most things. I have perfect pitch, am athletic and smart.
I damn near died in their efforts to be exploit me in our system. But they kept trying every thing to figure out a way to exploit me.
It turns out I am so sensitive I can't be exploited. By average standards I am a dud. To condition me into exploitable they made me feel like shit, lazy and worthless while they pushed me till I had seizures, suffered chronic pain and repeatedly ended up in the hospital.
Jokes on them, I was born with the extreme form of unified intelligence.
This kind of intelligence won't let me be anything but healthy. I heal because I can resolve my feelings to fact. So I could always see what they were doing and bounce early.
I am not sure how many others are out there like me. But the ones that are usually become hermits because we can see how bull shit everything is.
I wish I was exaggerating. I wish I was just bragging but I am not. It sucks to be me. I am so close to their ideal but it comes with a sensitivity that won't let you be enslaved.
My parents were almost as close as I am. But they did not get my unified intelligence. So our systems broke them. My extremely talented family has been destroyed by being so close to the ideal.
This is the reason nearly all the child stars implode in on themselves. They are driven there by our systems and the leaches that run them.
Be thankful you are not successful by system standards. It probably saved you.
Today I am an independent researcher of creative intelligence and the mother to three prodigies who will never burnout because I won't allow them to be exploited.
My life is beautiful because I am free.